More about Love….

Love…funny thing – Both exhilarating and excruciating.  Has the ability to make one optimistic and at peace with the world.

Joyful of the next meeting – of the anticipation.  Where shall we meet?  Being thrilled at the root.  Sexy, open and ready to love me.

My soul yearns no more.  Mate is here!!  The partner, the lover, the one….together at last.  My mind and heart are one, together we love as one.  Me and me alone is my one true love. 

But we have been together forever, never appreciating one another …taking advantage.

Scowling in the corner.  Hushing.  Glaring.  Punishing.

My head comes to my heart with flowers as an offering.  A grudge in return.

Heart is not ready to love the rest of me.

A note of apology – a million ‘I’m sorries’

Still, Heart holds closed, still patching the bleeding.   Wishing for the Love bleeding to stop.   Sad and scared…but still she beats.

Forgiveness Head asks for….

The lying, the crying, the anger, the abuse, the fear, the mistrust, the arrogance.  Please forgive me.  I live alone without you.  Heart, I bleed with you.  Love is of what  we are both made of.  I ask for forgiveness.  Please trust me to love you.

Heart opens in knowing the Love inside is the true life.  Love always flows.

Head Heart beating, vibrating as one in Love, Trust and Respect.  Love will keep us together.

No one will change the Love we have.  I am one, head and heart, as one, as Tammy, I’m in Love…with Me….finally….

The Four Candles

FAITH

Father

Accept

I

Tremble

Here

HOPE

Here

Open

Patient

Evolving

LOVE

Living

Observant

Vibrant

Eagerly

JOY

Jubilant

Open

Yours

PEACE

Patiently

Eminating

Appreciating

Calm

Embraced

Inspired by Faith

Faith such a short word but one of great power and comfort.  I am worthy of abundance and peace and receiving. 

What does the word mean?  What is the cost of this word?

The loss of my little life as I have grown much too a custom to?

Creative Writing

Creation is effortless.  Our own creation is effortless, but why do we struggle?  We live in union with the universal source, the omnipresence, all powerful conscious creator.

Flowers bloom, trees explode in freshness and color. 

Patiently we wait for tomorrow anticipation it to be better than today.

Standing here in worry about tomorrow and the days ahead.  Standing here in regret about what I didn’t or did do yesterday.  Guidance given but ignored.  Panic, fear, worry, stress, agitation, hurry up, running out to time….LIVE, make a decision!

Creativity flows, ideas flow stronger…overwhelm settling in….who will execute all of these ideas?? Is there enought time to get all this done before i’m done?