What Joy!

What joy to conquer something new!

I know i know I am behind in the times but this is my first YouTube movie.  It is like I am a proud mama.

The Support in every Challenge

Everyone questions their existence. Why me? Why Me!?  Or at least I did years ago… …when school sucked, I wasn’t the most popular, or the prettiest; good friends were few, but close, and the stress of just going through puberty made life feel unbearable. I was teased ferociously. Peers had to use me to boost their image, boost their egos.

So I wanting to crawl under a rock and disappear, I prayed for the school to suddenly crumble or that my enemies would suddenly go mute. I stressed over more than I need to, which added to the strain of existing at that age. Thankfully I was not left alone to wallow in my stresses. Others are not so lucky; some decide it is not worth sticking around, to really see what they are meant to do here, and check out.

To be depressed you are in your own hell of fear, self defeat and darkness.  A self imposed hell.  There feels like there is no life in darkness, for it is lacking the light energy, the true essence of who we are…it is covered up so much it is just a tiny dot…feeling like it is non existent.

Not that far back, I have had the privledge to be involved with others’ “life changing moments.” One of a girl I hardly knew who hated herself so much she cut herself and God put me right in the middle of it to let her know that her life was not hopeless and showed me that I could be much farther away from knowing my light within than I thought.  Another, a friend who cried out to me when life was heavy and ‘life would be so much easier if I wasn’t here”. I am continuously amazed at what God has been able to do through me and the strength he provides not just to me but more importantly to the people he puts in my path. Life is changed, lightness shines.

Life is not worthless.
Life is not to be taken lightly.
Life is Love.
Love of you.
Love of the light within.

With all the stresses of life – exhilarating and castetrophic – you are never alone. There is always an equal amount of support in every challenge – the answer is always there. Are you listening?  Are you seeing the support in  your challenge right now?  Take a look around.  If nothing else… I’m here.