More about Love….

Love…funny thing – Both exhilarating and excruciating.  Has the ability to make one optimistic and at peace with the world.

Joyful of the next meeting – of the anticipation.  Where shall we meet?  Being thrilled at the root.  Sexy, open and ready to love me.

My soul yearns no more.  Mate is here!!  The partner, the lover, the one….together at last.  My mind and heart are one, together we love as one.  Me and me alone is my one true love. 

But we have been together forever, never appreciating one another …taking advantage.

Scowling in the corner.  Hushing.  Glaring.  Punishing.

My head comes to my heart with flowers as an offering.  A grudge in return.

Heart is not ready to love the rest of me.

A note of apology – a million ‘I’m sorries’

Still, Heart holds closed, still patching the bleeding.   Wishing for the Love bleeding to stop.   Sad and scared…but still she beats.

Forgiveness Head asks for….

The lying, the crying, the anger, the abuse, the fear, the mistrust, the arrogance.  Please forgive me.  I live alone without you.  Heart, I bleed with you.  Love is of what  we are both made of.  I ask for forgiveness.  Please trust me to love you.

Heart opens in knowing the Love inside is the true life.  Love always flows.

Head Heart beating, vibrating as one in Love, Trust and Respect.  Love will keep us together.

No one will change the Love we have.  I am one, head and heart, as one, as Tammy, I’m in Love…with Me….finally….

A Special Helper

For whomever you love, Tammy, you are their special helper.

For whomever loves you, is my special helper.

And whoever loves themselves, Tammy, lifts the entire world higher.

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Surrounded

Have you ever had a song pop into your head and you can never get it out? It happens to me all the time. Normally it pops in and it could be there for a few minutes until I am aware that I am singing along – then I start paying attention to the words.

I was in Toronto a week or so ago for the John Demartini Breakthrough Experience or the Quantum Collapse process. Life altering weekend. Saturday morning we started with Demartini explaining and proving why there is balance in all of the universe, why we are evolving energetically, how we evolve energetically – which can all be explained with physics, wave functions, quantum theory, and psychology. Fascinating stuff! I highly recommend his process or at the very least meeting him sometime in your life.

So back to the significance of the song. The moment I started the collapse process Saturday afternoon my mind wanted to do everything it could to keep me distracted. So it started with a couple of lines from Chantal Kraviyasuk’s song Surrounded…not that I knew that when it first started. “All around me, it’s all around me, around me like a circle.” That’s all I had for a couple of hours. When I stopped trying to get it I would get a few more lines. “Make a young man a star, you were a star.” “Young strong and perverted.”

I would scribble down the lines just so that it would stop repeating… by the end of the night we were zonked and crawled back to our hotel rooms alittle after 1am.

At breakfast the next morning a young girl plops down across from me and says…”You are my person.” (Oh sorry you need some back ground here…. you pick a person to do the process on and at the end of the many columns of information you fill in, you have to pick the person in the room that best represents the person you collapsed. You then share your thoughts and gratitude and love for the person you collapsed.) Annie hadn’t finished her process and decided I was her represented person. Curiously enough she was collapsing herself.

So the significance of the song……Annie has the dream of being a great singer and the words I sang in my head through the previous day had so much meaning to her and her dream, we were both moved to tears. Annie is a sweet, talented and driven young woman and am grateful to call her friend.

So was the random song random? The words rolling in my head just my ego trying to keep me distracted? Who knows, but what I do know is that great energy and gratitude and love was shared that afternoon in Toronto and i would like to think that the song has divinely inspired us both. Each to love ourselves unconditionally, fully.

Living today in song, surrounded…. with all you ever need

In Gratitude,

Ty

I am That, I am

When you open yourself up to change the universe makes it pretty easy. The knowledge you require the people you need just start showing up….when you are taking action. When I went to my first Primerica meeting well over a year ago I didn’t know how it would go or unfold. I never did sign on…sorry Darren. But, I liked it so much I transfered all my investments over and haven’t been happier. So enough with the Primerica Plug, my point being is that I have met some amazing talented, spiritual, grounded, respectful and fun people from this group. Good friendships have been forged. One day this past spring a friend Don and I met for a tea. And he passes over the Movie the Moses Code. Up to this point I have never heard of it and didn’t know what to think of it. I trusted Don’s judgment and a couple of days later took the time to watch it.

I will never claim to be a fanatical Christian and have great respect for all religions and those who choose affiliation or no affiliation….but that is for another post.

I won’t spoil the movie but it re-affirmed the connectedness I have been teaching and speaking on and living for some time. I am that, is in reference to that God energy, the universe, is in everything. I am that, means that I am the love energy that flows through, in, and as. For me it has changed how I meditate and walk through my days. I am anger, I am resentment, I am peacefulness, I am connected, I am lovable, I am love, I am smart, I am affectionate, I am greedy, I am aggressive, i am lost, I am confused, I am dumb, I am a miracle, I am intelligent, I am healthy, I am strong, I am young, I am wise, I am intimidated, I am shy, I am stuck, I am a star, I am intuitive, I am scared, I am protected, I am surrounded, I am guided, I am tried, I am frustrated, I am impatient, I am a genius, I am influential, I am grounded, I am a healer, I am self sabotaging, I am my own worst enemy, I am a champion, I am rested, I am in love.

I am that I am…..and loving it.

Breathing deep and taking it all in….

Hugs

Ty

The Love Letter….follow-up to earlier post

So here is the love letter….but now that I listen to it again it still sounds like I am trying to convince myself that it is a good idea…..to love me completely. Love Letter

Self love is one of the things in life the feels harder to do than to give love to others. I know and most of us who are on this self discovery, spirit journey know that we can not fully love someone else when we are still not allowing love to be within us. We think it has to come from ‘out there’ from someone, when that is not the case. Love flows through us, not to us or from us. It is a gift from our divine source….it is who we are and our belief of separateness from others, provides us with the illusion that it is something we have to get. It is already who we are.

So still working on the self love but had a break through over the weekend…and again last night. But will save that for another post.

Until next time…..Ciao Bellas

Ty

Short Story of Love

I started reading this with the thoughts that she was talking about PEI. Flashes of the thousands of people living here on Prince Edward Island – our island – and then a flash of … ‘well, we could sink too….’ What would we do? How would we treat others? How are we treating others now? But with all things Love will be there as a constant and time will show us the truth.

Enjoy…

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,
“Richness, can you take me with you?”
Richness answered, “No, I can’t. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you.”

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. “Vanity, please help me!”
“I can’t help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat,” Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, “Sadness, let me go with you.”
“Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!”

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, “Come, Love, I will take you.” It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder,

Love asked Knowledge, another elder, “Who Helped me?”
“It was Time,” Knowledge answered.
“Time?” asked Love. “But why did Time help me?”
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, “Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is.”

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An Ah-HA! Moment

Just this past week I have had an Ah-HA! moment. It hasn’t been my first one and I’m sure it won’ t be my last.

So to kick off this Inspired Life blog I am going to share with you one of my personal moments. I am a life coach, loving what I do – empower and serving others, with a grand dream of reaching millions around the world.

As this audio entry will provide proof of, I am human and not perfect, and am changing and growing just as you are. Through this blog my intention is to touch and reach you.

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